drifted.. why?...

feels like a drifting wood...

seen n not seen...
wanted n not wanted...
needed n thrown away...
acknowledged n not acknowledged...
many good things done n not appreciated...
being one self of who i am n not being accepted...

am i really a drifting wood?..
when other see the drifting wood n try to use it when they need it...
thrown away when done using it...

why?...

why others r being seen n appreciated for whatever great, good, bad n/or ugly things they do?...

why?...

am i asking too much?...

i am just being who i am...
changing myself to a better person, be a gentleman n/or being a humble one...

if is really meant to be like tis..
i'll jus really be a drfting wood, accept it n drift off to a far away place...
lock all my emotions, characters n attitudes away...

the JERRY, that once being seen...
will be locked away...
never be seen again...

why?...